sailorsxgirl87

to all of you!
The support has really helped, and I've almost got a week under my belt! Hard to believe, and I did NOT see it happening when I started, but almost a whole week!
This is my first sober weekend in.... oh man.... forever and a day.... so I was a little confused as to what to do.... what do sober people doooooo...... so I started cleaning and got a LOT done! My house is spotless! Tomorrow I think I will give the dog a bath.... if I decide not to do it tonight, and then of course, I'll have to clean the bathroom.

I'm already feeling a lot better, the fourth night was the hardest I think, I was just so ANGRY and EVERYTHING! But I'm soooo much better now. Justin apologized for being short with me this morning, and said he was just under a lot of stress. We thought he was done with deployments, we were wrong. He's going to be out soon enough so we can endure a little longer. We've gone a year and a half before, so this will be cake.

It was just a good night, I think I might be over the really hard part, thank goodness.

Thank you all for all your support, if it weren't for HOOT, I don't know if I would have made it past the third night.... I haven't told anyone but my sister about my struggle, and although she's supportive I don't think she really understands.
I'm so happy that I almost have a week, I know it's not over, but I'm glad that I made the first week. If I'm anything like my dad (which I knowwww I am) it's going to be a road to *** for a while, but I can do it, I made it past the first week,and that's the roughest I think.

thanks again girls!